I can’t remember a Father’s Day with you

Dear Bob,

As we approach Father’s Day and I’m busy making preparations with Roo and Tigger as to how to make the day special for Mr Boo there is a part of me that is sad that will be another Father’s Day without you.

My biggest sadness when I think about you and Father’s Day is that I can’t remember a Father’s Day with you.

I don’t remember thinking/planning on what to buy you

I don’t remember making or buying you card

I don’t remember seeing the look on your face as you pretend to be thrilled at some random drawing or whatever I’d given you

I don’t remember spending the day with you, letting you know that your little blue-eyed girl thought that you were her world

I’m not sure who comes out worse in this situation you for never being around or me for wanting to remember at least one Father’s Day were we played happy families.

Now I’m just left with the sad fact that I can’t remember a Father’s Day with you

Love your blue-eyed little girl xox